Day 257: Are you capable of Billions? Part 2

Most develop a doubt that this could be achieved in their lives, which of course is counter productive to achieving it -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt my capacity to achieve Billions in my life, I realise that while not everyone in this world can experience being a billionaire, this doubt does not assist anyone at any level to become a Billionaire and essentially makes it impossible even.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in every moment that If more billionaires exist today then ever before, then surely this is showing me that the only limitations that exist in terms of what I can potentially financially achieve, are imposed by my pre-programmed mind. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as a pattern of reacting to the "biggest things" in life such as being a Billionaire as being possible for some, but impossible for most - now while this may be true, the reality is that this pattern is a completely counter-productive starting point because it feeds into the point of failure before even starting.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deceive myself into believing that I do not want to be a Billionaire - when in self-honesty, It becomes clear that this belief is a complete lie i tell myself to justify and feel better about that fact that I do not have billions now, because if you say money doesn't matter and you don't need money or Billions etc - you are not being self-honest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feed into polarity friction in relation to money in certain moments, where I define and present myself as a "morale image" to others, whereby the idea is that money is bad, so I don't need to accumulate too much money. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to as the ego define myself as a positive Robin Hood character in my mind in relation to money, and to within this define anyone who is rich to essentially be some kind of negative force in this world - I realise that this point causes me to feel guilty when I get money in certain situations which again just keeps me in separation from making more money in life which is unacceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go through a pattern of feeling bad about feeling good about making money, which again is nothing but separation from physical reality, because the reality is that Money and Sex run this world so it doesn't matter what separation i Try and put myself between Money and Sex, I enjoy them both and when the starting point is what is bets for all, then feeling cool about them is cool and nothing to be ashamed of. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience guilt whenever I get money in certain situations, this usually happens when I think about the amount of people suffering in the world that have no money - within this I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments because there are so many people suffering in this world, that is why it is even more important that we who have a life a dignity in this world, do not have any negative feelings about making as much money as possible, because the reality is that money enables us to change large things in this world like the suffering that exists.

I forgive myself for not realising in every breathe that it is the acceptance of mediocrity in life, in anything that we do, which causes the ability to make more money impossible.

I forgive myself that I have doubted whether or not I can handle the responsibility of being a Billionaire - there must be no uncertainty, only the certainty of handling financial power.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can make a lot of money but probably not more then Billions - which I now take self-responsibility to change this, to stop reacting to "big things" in life like making Billions as being some Impossible thing, because clearly it is possible.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to react to the word Billionaire in fear and doubt, so as and when I see my mind having thoughts come up about the word Billionaire, I stop and breathe, I do not allow myself to feed into these thoughts, because I know that it will only be a new cycle of doubt that repeats again, keeping me in complete separation from the word Billionaire which is unacceptable, so I continue to breathe until there is no more reaction to the word Billionaire, which assists me in staying clear and able with regards to making money.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to deceive myself into believing that I do not no want to be a Billionaire, because in reality everyone wants what comes from being a Billionaire, the ability to relax and build what you want around you - so as and when I see my mind trying to trick me with thoughts about not wanting to be a Billionaire, I stop and breathe, I do not engage these thoughts as the result will be further imprisonment of myself as the ego - I continue to breathe until there is no more deceptive thoughts that come up.

I commit myself to living the realisation that because there is so much suffering in this world, it is the responsibility of me and every able bodied human who lives in dignity currently, to be striving and thriving to make as much money as possible to be able to affect as much beneficial change as possible in this world that we all share.